Friday, 25 May 2012

Random Thought 1.

Hmm. So hi. 
Well, why is it so that people change? Like they used to be awesome earlier and then they just change. I mean not when the grow up. When they're already grown ups and have that brain working properly, why do they still change? I hate the fact that everyone on this planet calls themselves 'Unique' but most of them are 'wannabes'. The keep on yapping about how they are, how they've been on top of the business and stuff like that when their real them is not even close to what they portray to be? Why can't people just stop being others and be what they were originally meant to be? Do what they like, look as they really want to etc. It's not some frickin' competition right? I mean if you're doing to be the best in some Miss Universe Pageant or something like that, it's cool but others? Why does everyone want to be like someone all the time? Why do most of them wish that they were like someone? I mean doesn't it hurt you to suppress your soul and be what everyone else is, whatever the new character/swag/attitude is? Being influenced is another thing. Being influenced is beautiful, but copying someone or being exactly like them is retarded and  adds no value to your own self. Many a times I have seen people who try to win more people, friends by being like a popular person. Why? I fail to understand, always. There are people like people yet unique. You will find friends of your type. And the best thing is when you tell someone that they're being like someone they get so angry and stop talking to you. Haha, and the funniest is when someone was worth shit, lonely, the ideal person we see in cartoons who Nobody wants to talk to becomes a friend to you. That person is a beautiful person, that's why you start talking to them and after sometime, when they change, you're like......... umm dude? and they chuck attitude on you and say that they don't know what to say, how have they changed etc. It's scary and funny at the same time. You improve someone's reputation and they're like 'I'm cooler than you' and you're like, you wish you were bro? This is one precise reason why I've stopped being close to people. Actually there are 2 and I wish I never ever have a 3rd reason. Nobody's perfect, the ones who do this definitely not and you might not be either. But yeah, if someone tries to rule you, be polite, talk to them about it, if they don't stop, Beat their fucking ass up. If they say you're at fault for breaking off your friendship, let them say it. There are always better people. Trust me on this. 

P.S- Call me a bitch. :*

Nothingness

Nothing's left except a name
Memories you know fade away
Nothing's there to be sad
When nothing comes be prepared

Nothing's worth the cost of your life
Risk does not mean you have to die
Nothing's going to last forever
Does not mean nothing does not stay together

Nothing's back of what is lost
A thing we all forget
Nothing's going to bring back the past
Nothing's lost within it's own art.

Mother


Oh Mother I see the marks on your skin,
Why can't I still believe that I am you kin?
Oh Mother I see tears in your eyes,
Why do I still believe they're lies?
Oh Mother I try to see the love in your heart,
But why can I only see the bridge of hatred which tears us apart?
Oh Mother I feel the care in your voice,
Why do I still believe it's just noise?
Oh Mother I see you want a life of your own,
But why do I feel that we're already unknown?
Oh mother I see you trying to keep me alive,
But why do I still think you're a devil in disguise?

Abnormal

It started as a normal day
The normal way
The normal talks
The normal walks
The normal hi
The normal bye
The normal way the gangsters stood
The normal noise
The normal voice
The normal space
The normal race
The very normal normal ever could be is
The very normal abnormal we could ever see

Sunday, 13 May 2012

4th Of May

Today is the day you honored me
With the first mark on my skin
Today is the day you loved me
Yet started another story to begin
The story of killing me deep inside
The story of making me realize
Today is the day you stole from me
You stole yourself, what irony
Today is the day I remember
I tried to pretend and act
But as a matter of fact
I failed and failed and failed again
Today is the day we fell apart
With love in both our hearts
Today is the day I will remember always
For I've survived those terrible days
Today is the 4th of May.

Err. Yeah.. No questions please. 

Tuesday, 8 May 2012

God

If I believe in you in thick or thin,
Believe you in every condition,
Take your name when I'm in pain,
In the harsh sun or the pouring rain,
You are my faith, my guide, my light,
You are the one who gives me this might,
I am nothing but a mere servant to you.
And it's no lie, I know it's true,
You are trying to give me all the happiness I need,
But not the reason for which I bleed,
If God, I have faith in you,
Doesn't that mean you have faith in me too?

Sunday, 6 May 2012

Alterego

It may look good, that smile on my face.
It may not be seen, the pain inside.
The cries inside will never be heard.
I know I sound absurd.
But I have a question to ask.
Do you see me hidden behind this mask?

Saturday, 5 May 2012

Help

The noise around me is making me insane.
This voice inside me cries out of pain.
This body of mine is dying slowly.
This soul of mine looks down at me lowly.

I need help, I'm mentally stable.
This life of mine is like some fable.
I'm too scared of the monster inside me.
I still wonder why the God's cannot see.

This beating heart needs to be stopped.
This story of mine has to be cropped.
I cannot take it anymore.
Please show me the exit door.

I need your help, one last time.

^This is basically a song. B|